Freedom & Justice

Assalamualaikum,

Well, i feel like writing it here tonight. I was just browsing the web,and of course,Youtube is one of a must for me to log in. I was searching for more of The Gazette songs since i've just started to know the band, and the kind of song they have. One song gets into my attention, Taion:-



Gazette - Taion(translation)

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer...

Please, I want you to reply that this is a bad dream,
How much should I scream, anguish, and suffer?
Please, I want you to tell me this is a bad dream,
How much will this voice that seems to be torn to pieces cry?

There is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is mixed in the midwinter.

I killed my voice, and persuaded my withering self
Not to lose sight of life
The shivering evening that killed my voice is going to sink into pain
Forgive me for my breath that seems to have stopped

Please, I want you to reply that this is a bad dream
How much should I scream, anguish, and suffer?
Please, I want you to tell me this is a bad dream
In my last moment, I want to try to smile once more.

Ok, that's the lyrics there that gets my attention. The song was actually based on a real murder case whereby you can read it here :
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta

and this song is a tribute to the murdered girl.

Therefore, when i was reading the story, i began to think, that we humans are becoming animal day by day. Children are not protected, even from their own parents, like case haruan makan anak, or the allahyarham Nurin and the missing Sharlinie...why are we becoming like this? It sad that until today nobody found Sharlinie yet,and i wonder if the one who kidnap her will do the same as what the boys do to Junko Furuta,or Nurin.Listening to the song i can feel what did they felt before their last breath,kinda sad since i too have a little sister. Let's pray that little Sharlinie is still okay,although my feeling doubt it,and just trying to be realistic and prepared for the outcome.

The government? forget bout them,they don't give a damn about some child missing. They are much more concentrated on that one person, the sodomy case,rather than other much more serious case like murder and child abduction for abuse...and let's leave it that way,i don't want to go much more deeper.That's all up to your own judgement. I have my own thoughts,and you guys got yours..so use it wisely and help to make Malaysia a good place to stay for you and your future......

Just something to babel about at 3 am in the morning, and its just my 2 cents. I can be wrong,but,who's perfect anyway. Peace out,salam.....

Hari ni Hari Kamis......

Salam,

Hari ni aku tak gi keje, huhuhu mane la tau mlm smlm pas abis keje jer smp umah terus baring, sakit giler paler,tak penah2 aku sakit malam tu langsung aku tak bangkit2 pas maghrib.

Ni pun kepala pusing lagi nih, petang2 ni baru kurang skit sakit dia. Bosan takde mende nak wat,layan PSP pun main sengsorang jer....so bukak la blog ni,alter2 skit...saje tambah video lak kat atas tuh ngan update playlist kat tepi.

kerja aku kat Prudential teramatlah bosan skali. Aku mengharapkan sesuatu yg mencabar, bukannyer wat customer service,adehlaaa...biler la nak abis praktikal nih. Aku harap sgt2 4 bulan ni takde la wat customer service ajer,antor la wat underwriting ker, claim ker yg merupakan faveret aku, ok la gak,baru mencabar jiwa dan perasaan.huhuhuhu, spesis aku ni mmg tak seswai wat keje back office...suke kuor2 tgk2 site tmpt claim ke,cam keje yg dulu kat broker dulu tu syiok...

Sbenarnye arini ada meeting sama Bank Negara, bebudak lain ada pergi kot. Aku pun sebenarnye nak pegi gak, nak tau apekehal bank ni panggil dak2 dtg petang2 gini,tp dah demam2 selsema ngan sakit kepala nih, tak dapek la nak pegi.

Emmm...ari pun dah petang,aku nak sambung balik rehatkan kepala,malas nak MC lelame nanti apa org lain cakap lak kangg..baru 2 minggu keje dah wat hal..hahaha...

Chow,Wsalam........

Keje......

Assalamualaikum,

Orait...asalnye nak wat blog ni smlm sbb smlm adalah first day aku start praktikal aku kat menara prudential kat Jln Sultan Ismail,Kolumpo. Punya la dah on pc dah siap nak tulis,aku lepak2 jap baca2 buku,tau2......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......smp kul 2 pagi,dan waktu itu siaran ke tenet telah ditamatkan(dah tutup),so aku menyambungkanla tdoku kembali dan sambung pade keesokan ari(dah malam dah pun)....

Okeh,aku start kuar umah kul 6:40 pagi,nak elak jam pnyer pasal n nak dpt parking free.huhuhu.Amik yat kat PPR kul 7.00,gi parking kat tmpt biasa(Kg Attap laaa..mane lagi) dan menuju ke monorel pegi ke stesen bukit nanas....tu la stesen paling dkt ngan opis aku tuh.

Tggu smer kumpul,aku,Yat,Shima,Diyana,Fakhri waktu awal2 dtg aritu. Ktorang pun masuk la dlm opis tuh,jmpe ngan sorang akak tu(aku tak ingat name dia..hahaha),g minum2 dl kat blakang ofis. Terserempak lak same ewan...hahaha kusut tul... Ok la,pas minum2 tu masuk ke ofis, kena briefing same En. Najib, dan ada plak rescheduling mane nak letak budak2 ni, dan aku kene transfer ker Prudential Assurance,sbb nak balancekan dak2 Pru-BSN Takaful yg 5 org ngan dak2 PAMB(Pru.Assurance M Bhd) yg 3 org jer. Sib baik Akram ade,kire bergeng la gak aku. Huhuhu tp kecewa pun ade, sbb aku mmg nak wat takaful,tp takper laa...ni pun experience gak.

So naik la ktorang berempat ni, Aku, Wawa, Akram ngan Puteri ke tingkat 16.Kat ctu baru tau ktorang kene wat customer service...hahaha Aku ngan Puteri department Conservation Unit, Akram ngan Wawa dept lain,yg handle incoming call...

So basically keje aku ialah keep in touch ngan customer same agent,mailing,update data smer. So ari pertame mmg takde benda wat sgt laa....yg ade pun soh stdy sistem dia,yg aku same put dah blur2 dah....pergh susah giler..environment dia pun ok la,ada skit tense,almaklumla cha ya nun alip ramai....so paham2 la kan....

2nd day,arini lah,ktorang takde wat apa2 sgt pun, just wat record on return mail,yakni surat2 yg dikembalikan la senang citer. huhuhu,and our target ialah 500 surat sorang..hahaha,amik ko..giler punyer bnyk...saje nak bg ktorang bz...tp yg tak bestnyer...ampir dah 500 nak siap,dah save dah,suddenly tau2 ada org overwrite save ktorang...hahaha.. kene start balik......waaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~ tensennnnnnn.......~~~~so sok,kene tulis balik...adeh letih sunggoh baru ari kedua nih...camno la nak survive 6 bulan nih.....

huhuhu...i really need good luck for now...Salammmmm..

Hari Ini dan Esok......

Assalamualaikum,

Latest update from me after a while i haven't been updating this site. Think i could make some change by writing in English, but well,maybe just for this post. Need to practice my writing skills sometime.....

Okay,today is my last day of the first session in FSTEP. Already give out all the passcards, take my results,and start my way for the second session which will commence in less than 6 hours from now..huhuhu

I can't believe that 6 month of classes and fun already over.It all started at 10th of December 2007, where my first day in FSTEP started. I meet back some of my old classmates and schoolmates, and new friends from group A1,A2 & A3. Nice to meet all you guys, Feqah, Raja Shahrul, Ewan, Khairul, Fendi, Mogan, Yani, Nazrin,Haizan,Potter,Izzah and so many more i can't list in here... love all you guys..

Tomorrow next challenge is coming, internship at Prudential BSN Takaful. I wish luck to all my friends and wish me luck for my undertaking~!

Salamsss

Selamat Hari Raya

Assalamualaikum,


Dari kiri berdiri : Dzulkifli Bensali(JC),Ahmad Mukarrami,Mohd Fakhri Rahim, Mahathir,Ahmad Aizuddin
Duduk dari kiri : Aku, Abdul Hadi, Ewan Abot ,Nuraffendi Ahmad

Kenapa dengan video di atas? ye,video diatas telah menunjukkan kesengalan kami warga FSTEP di waktu berakhirnyer part one of our program, the class training. Idea hari raya ni timbul lepas kitorang nyer gathering party kat FRIM hari Khamis aritu,bersamaan 12 Jun 2008.Dah penat party,time balik tu tetibe member sorang ni,Ewan yg bagi idea tuk jadikan hari Jumaat sbg Hari Raya,mmg jalan arr kitorang dan akhirnya jadilah seperti video di atas....hahaha..sengallll.....

Tanak citer byk...just nak post gambo ngan video jer...lau nak tgk video,leh la bukak youtube dan taip FSTEP..melambak kat ctu sama ada dipostkan oleh Neoardi atau Najiru1984(aku ler tuh...)

Orait...pics worth a 1000 words..so enjoy....

Where its all began.....

Time mock exam...mmg siot sempat bergambo lg...

Our Insurance speaker, En. Mustafa waktu lawatan ke eTiQa Takaful

Etiqa Takaful. Dari kiri Ardi,aku, Khairul, Aizuddin,Faysal.

bebudak kelas A3,kelas aku la tu. Tolong jgn tiru gaya 2 makhluk di depan tersebut.skian mecihhh...

party babehh~!! Our beloved speaker En. Shukri karaoke session wehh...

Waktu talk...bleh plak 2 makhluk ni layan Winning Eleven kat PSP....hahaha

Party di FRIM..huhuhu

Bersame awek tersayang...ecehhh..takde la member jer tu...

Talk by Dr Kamal and Puan Juliana,our head of FSTEP.

Dan byk lagi la tak terletak di sini. Korang lau nak tgk leh la melawat page gambo aku di:-

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v619/LaNcEAlucard/

Allrite, that's all...chow........Wsalammm...

Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah :Afdhal Takaful Berhad

Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni aku nak cerita kat korang pasal Afdhal Takaful Berhad. Amende Afdhal Takaful ni sebenarnye? ni nak cerita la ni....

Afdhal Takaful Berhad ni sebenarnya adalah salah satu daripada 8 mock insurance company yg disetup sewaktu ktorang belajar dlm insurance class under En. Shukri and En. Mustaffa.En. Mus la yg bahagi2 kan kitorang smua dlm 8 group,each group consist around 10 - 11 people,di mane dia soh kitorang setup company sendiri,tagline, logo dan mcam2 lagi la..macam company yg betul2....dalam masa sehari.....habihhh kelam kabut gak la wat..and in the end,muncullah 8 group ini :-

1.Prima Takaful Berhad
2.ANZ Insurance Berhad
3.MoA Insurance Berhad ( MoA= Mukarrami or Anwar Insurance Bhd,aku rase2 laa..huhu)
4.Afdhal Takaful Berhad
5.Takaful Awni Berhad
6.Amazing Century Insurance Bhd(ACI)
7.Mutiara Insurance Bhd
8.BizVine Insurance Bhd.

Dan aku,tergolong dalam geng Afdhal Takaful Bhd.Kami bersepuluh adalah :-

1.En. Dzulkifli Bensali (JC,merangkap CEO kami)
2.Cik Ainul Mardhiah ( Ms Shariah Compliance)
3.En. Mohd Fakhri (Underwriting Dept)
4.Aku (Claim Dept)
5.Cik Nurul Izzatul Nadirah (Finance & Acct)
6.Cik Malini(Human Resource Dept)
7.Ms Radhika(Marketing)
8.Cik Nurhasikin(IT Dept)
9.Cik NurDiyana Shaharudin(Head of Investment,IT Dept)
10.Puan..oppss....Cik Nazifah(Actuarial Dept)

Ok,first camner leh dpt name Afdhal ni? sbnrnyer ktorang tak fikir pun,masa pun dah suntuk. Kebetulan lak Sykt Takaful Malaysia tgh wat product investment baru,Myal Afdhal,so dari situ,u guess it. This is our logo( Thankx to our Cik Malini..)


Afdhal Takaful Berhad.The Best Choice For You

Huhuhu,mula2 waktu same2 dorang ni, aku tak expect la aper2 sgt,tmbh2 lg tgk semer cam skema ajer,seriously,especially JC, sbb dia ni akunyer first impression waktu tgk dia ni org yg serius,pastu cam pandai sebab dia ni byk tanya soalan yg kira hard la gak...and then ada lagi Cik Ainul,huhuhu ni pun skema gak..mmg typical ustazah la kirenyer...(ampun ya pakkkkk....ni jujur dari hati ni).Time ni yg aku kenal cuma Fakhri,Izzah ngan Hasikin,tu pun sebab Fakhri tu junior aku time UiTM dulu and Sikin same Izzah sebab dorg sekelas ngan aku.Wat pengetahuan korang,member2 dipilih secara rawak dari tiga kelas A1,A2 & A3.

Tapi tu time awal2 laa...but then once dah start wat assignment, huuu time tu baru nmpk muka sebenar dorang ni.Actually JC is quite cool,and kelakar orgnyer,tak kena langsung ngan muka dia yg serius. Ainul lak,huhuhu,tak la seskema yg disangka,walaupun mmg typical ustazah,cam aku expected(hahaha sorry2 ya ampunnn skali lagikkk..tp Ainul ttp besttt). Apa yg best pasal group Afdhal ni, we do things differently from other groups. Example,waktu presentation kitorang tuk claim simulation exercise,di mane kitorang diberi situasi claim dan adakah claim itu leh accept atau reject. Time ni smer group wat presentation biasa2 jer,just wat slideshow and cakap kat depan.Group ktorang lak,wat role play,and it was fun...kena puji lagi..hehehe(sayang video takde org amik,lau tak leh show off skit).Our performance is good,dari 7 markah waktu mula2 start present,and meningkat to full mark after 4 presentation...hahaha..tu yg best tu,siap dpt reward of RM 50 dari En. Shukri lagi tuk best sound effect(ni our final 4th presentation,roleplay on insurance claim and services,which we all wat ala2 drama la usurpadora yg dialihsuara).

And today,hari Jumaat 30/05/2008,kami wat our final presentation for farewell to all the classes and speaker and our topic is What is our experience,before and after joining the class...well,cam biasa,ktorang berlakon lagi,tp kali ni dlm bentuk animasi la plak.This one bg aku the best nak wat,and paling susah ngan macam2 problem,camera nak abis bateri laa,stand tak bawak laaa...but in the end,aku cukup berpuas hati laa bile tgk balik presentation tu(Thanks again to Diyana sbb bersengkang mate wat mendealah ni,mmg best)....siap oncore bebbb and was nominated the best group for Insurance.(nanti aku akan uploadkan videonyer sbb skang tgh nak edit skit)

Huhuhu,but every beginning have an ending. Pada hari ini jugalah Afdhal Takaful Bhd dibubarkan bersama2 Company2 yg lain....huhuhu however aku mmg enjoy ngan korang smer,this is the best group yg penah aku join,i really do and i hope in the future i can work with all of you guys again.Thanks a lot to JC, Ainul,Nana,Izzah,Sikin,Radhika,Malini,Fakhri and Dyana for all the experience and sweet memories. To Nana,huhuhu,sori la byk2 lau pembulian aku membuatkan ko rase tidak puas hati sehingga menumbuk bantal di malam hari. Bukannyer aper,aku dah mmg gitu suke sakat org cam ko....huhuhuhu,ampun maaf dipinta sekira ada salah dan silap aku sepanjang kt bersama. Apa2 pun,Afdhal Takaful smmgnya terbaik,dan andai kata aku diberi peluang untuk membuka sebuah Sykt Takaful di masa akan dtg(insyaAllah),aku akan gunakan logo dan nama Afdhal,and surely carik korang tuk kita kerja sama2 lagi cam skang ni....

All the best to all the member2 of A1,A2,A3 and all FSTEP students for the upcoming job attachment program. Hope to keep in touch together and stay strong together like we all did today and i hope(wat ala suara Dr Oo)we all get what we all dreamed of and have a success life in the future.

Wassalam.....

Hari Ini........

Assalamualaikum,

Skali lagi aku menyemak kat sini tuk membersihkan rumah aku yg dah agak nak start bersawang dah nih.Hmm....

Sedar tak sedar, dah hampir 6 bulan aku berada dlm FSTEP(kejapnyer rasa) and esok,Jumaat,30/05/2008 merupakan hari terakhir aku belajar di FSTEP ni. Rasa sedih lak tetiba je timbul,sbb pastinya selepas ni takde lagi dah musim honeymoon camni lagi dah,takde dah merasa relax2 lagi dah,sbb dah start keje dah tak lama lagi.

Sok hari terakhir ktorang dlm subject terakhir ktorang insurance yg dikendalikan oleh En.Shukri ngan En. Mustaffa.Bagi aku dlm banyak2 kelas yg kitorang hadiri, antara Conventional Banking, Investment Banking, Islamic Banking ngan Insurance Takaful ni, kelas terakhir ni la yg paling best skali dlm hidup aku selama sebulan ni.

Apa yg best pasal kelas insurance ni? 1st mesti la sebab ada En. Shukri ngan En. Mus.En. Shukri yg ala2 old skool dan skema, En. Mus yg rock hard, blasah ajer attitude mmg best giler,think out of the box kinda guy.Eventhough cara mengajar korang berdua lain2, tp byk ilmu yg kitorang dpt drpd you all punya assignment and presentation.

Secondly,cam yg disebut,cara blaja dorang ni lain. Byk assignment and presentation,tp pasal bendalah tu la yg ktorang blaja byk. And presentation tu tak terhad pada slideshow saje, forum,berlakon,video,drama smer leh masuk asal tak lari dari tajuk. Maka disebabkan itu jugaklah kelas secara automatiknyer menjadi sronok....

En. Shukri & En. Mus,

Tq bnyk2 atas ajaran korang berdua. Korang berdua mmg rock giler,and kitorang seronok blajar under your wings. Walaupun tak blajar byk sgt(byk sgt presentation, but we all have fun dgn approach korang berdua yg lain daripada yg lain). Saya sendiri, dgn group saya Afdhal Takaful mmg sronok la wat assignment2 yg diberi,walaupun agak tension dlm memikirkan dan menyetup semer benda, but then in the end, we all rase puas cause ktorang dpt sampaikan aper yg kitorang wat pada smer member2 yg ada.

To all kawan2 esp dak2 kelas A(A1,A2,& A3)

You guys mmg rock n mmg best.Aku dari dak skema pun jd giler sama2 korang sejak duduk FSTEP ni. Nak sebut name satu2 payah,kang ada yg kecik ati plak name tak masuk,lau sebut pun nanti ramai sgt jd panjang lak blogging aku nih, make senang citer aku cakap u all la(biar prasan sikit korang ekk...hahaha).Hope pasni dah start keje takde la putus hubungan antara kt,kate nak wat bisnesssssssss..hahaha...

aper2 pun,Afdhal Takaful Roxxxxxxx~~~!!!

Sbg penutup,aku letak skit video aper yg ktorang wat kat FSTEP ni. Lau korang nak join,tuk bulan 6 dah tutup,korang try la dlm bulan 10,bukak website BNM carik FSTEP,and apply...and you guys pasti akan enjoy wat you will see dlm video2 nih....check it out~~!!


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