Art Of Life...

Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
Reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
Must be wiped out :
Dream, Reality, Memories,
And Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what? For love?
What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
On the wall of time, over pain in my heart
Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
Keep on crying

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
Melt in my heart


Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
Outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
With a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
From between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
And trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
And
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love
In my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
Outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live? Do I try to love?

Art of life
An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
In my life

fuuhhhhhhh...........panjang giler :)):)):))

Kulit Gelas....

It comes and slowly stains my heart
That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere
They're around me
I can't see it
It vainly comes just crashing down
In this sad and forgotten little town
The truth we tend to look the other way from lies down deep

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Be close to you

I lay my hand on top of the heavy and closed out door and I pray
The lonely future left for me is one meaning of just living
It comes and slowly stains my heart
That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere
They're around me
I can't see it
It vainly comes just crashing down
In this sad and forgotten little town
Tne truth we tend to look the other way from lies down deep

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Wanna be close to you
I'm now forgetting even the colors of your tears and love
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Holding on strong to what lies ahead

I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and sadness lies too close

The hand of the child born tomorrow will be just pure and nothing else
I can barely see you with all these tears

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Wanna be close to you
I'm now forgetting even the colors of your tears and love
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Holding on strong to what lies ahead

The bells of reality rings out loudly from down deep within
And disappears along with all the wind

All Girls......be ambitious....

If you're alright with these stained hands, I'd offer them to you any time
We don't need any maps or signs, close your eyes and we'll walk together.

It hurts more when you pull out a knife
then when you stab it, did you know that?
A flower doesn't even know how pretty it is, ever in its life.
Isn't that sad.

If you hang on to my back,
a little wind wouldn't harm, right?
come on, if you're gonna be slow like that I'll leave you behind
Boys & Girls hurry, hurry up

I guess I can't give you a kiss goodnight
I'm sorry, I'll sing for you instead
How about we're "even" now?
But what do you mean by "amiable"?
Is this line kinda awkward?

If you give me a chance, apologize and I say Girls, be ambitious

On lonely nights,
An indescribable restlessness,
a fear you just can't run from, a loneliness that makes you wanna cry
"Unfortunately" come visit you too, huh?

So that you could sleep tight on nights like that
Here's a charm.

Bless

The dream for you is now...

You have been running from gentle arms towards the distant horizon
With small steps at first

Moving on step by step
It's a long trail of footsteps when you look back
Crooked yet straight forward
You have come a long way
Everything is for today

The dream for you is now sparkling before your eyes
It's blessed by snow falling like petals

Brilliant season has gone by in a glance
A sigh tinted white
Although there were times of doubt

A scene immersed in silence
Feeling the pulse beating fast
Can overflowing emotions face this moment?
Everything is for today

The sound of the bell marks the time and echoes in the air
May it bless you who is spreading wings and flying away

You now cross the ground with hope
Packing your heart with joy and sadness

The dream for you is now sparkling before your eyes
It's blessed by snow falling like petals

Selamat...

Selamat Pagi,
Selamat datang,
Selamat kembali,
Selamat pengantin baru,
Selamat pergi,
Selamat pulang,
Selamat bersawan,
Selamat makan,
Selamat enjoy,
Selamat memandu,
Selamat,selamat hari raya~~~

dan akhir skali,selamat malam....tetettttttttttt~~~~~

Seriously...

Hari ni ujan kat luar,nak kuar pun,rasa-rasanya cukupla sawan 3 pagi semalam kat Genting dengan geng2 sawan yang biasa.Mungkin malam ni kluar lagi? itu lain cite.

Baru-baru ni tersangat tension dengan kerja. Ada dateline nak kejar. Issuance best practice kena follow. Nak coordinate system ngan operation,nak supervise orang,nak buat underwriting,terbaru handle complaint.Akibatnya,makan,makan dan terus makan,pastu sakit,sakit,sakit dan malas,malas,malas nak teruskan kerja.

Terus terang aku tak pandai dengan orang.communication..out.Aku lebih suka dalam dunia aku sendiri,wat hal aku sendiri.Kadang2 ada yg cop aku sombong.Jawab bila org tanya,lepas tu senyap seribu bahasa.Itu aku.Jawapan aku, straight to the point.jadi selalunya lau ada sesi luahan hati bersama rakan2 sepasukan,antara komen yg aku dpt,aku ni lidah tajam. That's why i like to be alone more. Sesetengah mungkin terasa dengan kata2 aku,but frankly, i meant no harm.Maybe i should be more careful with my selection of words. Maybe i should stop being with other people,terasa macam nak pergi somewhere else,alone,without telling anyone....to have peace of mind.

Now,what am i to all of you....

Wakaremichi...

Even though I loved you, goodbye
Every day was full of fights
From now on I must live alone I won't cry anymore...

To tell the truth, It hurts and it's painful and I'm lonely
But I want to pretend to be strong at least to you
I'm sorry, for saying that we should smile when we part
I'm so stupid, I'm the one that wants to cry

Because I've seen so many different faces of yours I realized right away; it's not that I'm tired of you
But rather than living on while losing things,
To say "good luck" and to go different ways is...

Goodbye, see you again,
I hope you stay healthy
I won't forget you, ever.

Goodbye, we'll be able to see each other again, right?
It's a promise! A pinky promise
July eighth, our three-month anniversary
Do you remember?

The day we met for the first time
You were looking down while crying embarrassedly
Every day was so fun,
I didn't know what to do
Even though they were short, I was happy I am happy, but...

Because I've seen so many different faces of yours
I realized right away; it's not that I'm tired of you
But rather than living on while losing things, Isn't it better to say "good luck" and to go different ways?
I'm wishing for these pinkies that hold together our promise not to untangle just yet
Until the day when we can laugh again, let us be two that don't pass by each other
Until the day when we can laugh again
Goodbye, see you again, I hope you stay healthy
I won't forget you, ever.

Goodbye, we'll be able to see each other again, right?
It's a promise! A pinky promise
Goodbye, see you again, I hope you stay healthy
Goodbye, we'll be able to see each other again, right?
You, that I love, become a very precious memory. I'm so lonely that I could die, and your voice still does not leave my mind.