Aku orang normal. Aku rasa lah. Aku pun tak berapa pasti aku ni normal ke tak. Sebabnya lau ikutkan kamus, definisi normal tu ialah menurut aturan, keadaan, atau pola yang lazim, dengan erti kata lain, biasa je,dan normal itu dipengaruhi oleh standard masyarakat sekeliling, budaya, agama, etc. Contoh, orang cannibal normal la diorang makan orang, tp kalau org kita buat, dikatakan gile.
Common sense aku cakap, pakai seksi2 tu tak normal, sebab org x betul je suka dedah2 pusat, bulu2 kaki, bentuk badan,alur lurah dendam segala bagai.Orang normal cam aku mesti cakap malu giler terdedah sini sane, tapi dorang cakap tu pesyen zaman skang, awek2 artis ramai yg pakai camtu, so pada dorang, normal. Jadi, aku ke yg tak normal?
Ade plak yg spesis berkepit cam kene gam cap gajah. Cemolot depan org ramai tempat awam. Normal katenye, ni adat la org berkapel.mak bapak halang bercinta, senang je, lari ikut boyapren.Pastu wat projek pun leh open air siang2, dlm kete, kat dalam semak,hotel2 bajet murah, siap rakam 3gp lagik sebagai kenangan katenye. Dah boyot takmo bela, buang je kat toilet. Normal la tu. Jadi kat sini, aku ke yg tak normal?
Ajak pegi clubbing, pegi minum2, berseronok Saturday night. Layan koke skalik, siap beli botol arak tuk layan dlm tempat koke.Kalo koke biasa2 je takpe laa, ni tidak ada benda2 haram tu kompem aku takmo ikut. Terus kene pulau. Cet, normal la aku taknak benda2 cenggitu, harammmm....dorang tu yg tak normal dok layan benda2 camtu...pastu leh ckp ala ada je org Islam minum2 takde apa2 pun...so skang ni aku ke yg x normal sebab takmo minum?
Common sense aku cakap lagi, org tua kita kena hormat, cakap kena sopan santun, nak tegur pun kena berhemah, xde main langgar tatabahasa dan kesopanan, apetah lagi mencarut. Tapi aku tgk skang, budak2 skang pantang tegur,kemain lagi melawan balik cakap kite, yg lagi kurang ajar maki hamum kuar perkataan kesat kat kite, rase cam nak lempang lelaju jek. Kite tanye dia awat tak g solat Jumaat lepak2 kat taman tu bagai gelak2 kuat2 kaco org solat, leh plak dia balas balik kubur masing2 punya,aku x payah nak sebok. Mak aih, pandai btol menjawab.Normal ek bebudak skang camtu?
Dunia makin pelik. Stupid people are celebrated, normal people, kene pinggir.Tak percaya, tgk je majoriti selebriti2 kat luar sane, lau dorg bukak mulut cakap tu adoiyaii facepalm tahap dewa aku bagi. Para ilmuan lak, yg ada mcm2 ilmu berguna tuk dunia akhirat,senyap sunyi je takde sambutan.
Normal tak normal? korang sendiri la decide.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
1/3 of my true feelings...
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"
On the long, sleepless nights, the images I send to you
whisper "that is love".
continuously shaking speech that moves you to tears
changes into a slight fever mingled with a sigh
Give me a smile and shiny days, by your smile
I can withstand the cold of a frozen night.
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"
Like rain in the middle of summer, the dry, bareness moistens, your smile is bright.
Give me a smile and shiny days, don't clear up so quickly!
Because we can overcome any wall that stands in our way.
Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
Don't say you can find them, your words are dancing in space.
The further apart you go, the more it hurts the person you love
The more I chase them, the more my heart feels the cruel distance
Give me a smile and shiny days,
Give me a smile and nice days,
If only we could meet in an embrace...
Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
If only you had said so in your dreams
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"
On the long, sleepless nights, the images I send to you
whisper "that is love".
continuously shaking speech that moves you to tears
changes into a slight fever mingled with a sigh
Give me a smile and shiny days, by your smile
I can withstand the cold of a frozen night.
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"
Like rain in the middle of summer, the dry, bareness moistens, your smile is bright.
Give me a smile and shiny days, don't clear up so quickly!
Because we can overcome any wall that stands in our way.
Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
Don't say you can find them, your words are dancing in space.
The further apart you go, the more it hurts the person you love
The more I chase them, the more my heart feels the cruel distance
Give me a smile and shiny days,
Give me a smile and nice days,
If only we could meet in an embrace...
Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
If only you had said so in your dreams
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Only God Knows...
I run past others with a parched heart. Sorry, I can't do anything. You won't even let me Share our pain together. |
To live on without tarnish, I face your back and head out without looking back on the lonely rail |
I will follow you. No matter how agonizing the world is, You will shine even in its darkest corners. Cross over the end of the future, My weakness will not shatter my spirit. my way is overlapping with yours. For the two of us, God bless... |
This warming affection that reaches me, It melts my reality and roams my heart. I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you, Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you |
For now, let's paint a beautiful dream And chase after for your lonely heart |
Stop it, it's not like you to lie. Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future. I am prepared, Even if the future is bleak, I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger. But for my wish to come true, Everything is God knows... |
You are here, I am here. Everyone else has disappeared. While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream, We trace out the lines of our scars. |
That's why I will follow you. No matter how agonizing the world is, You will shine even in its darkest corners. Cross over the end of the future, My weakness will not shatter my spirit. my way is overlapping with yours. For the two of us, God bless... |
Monday, August 8, 2011
Berger...diy...miahahahha
Salam,
Sedar x sedar...dah seminggu dah kite berpuasa ye..laju je masa berlalu tau2 je mlm ni dah malam ke semilann...Selamat berpuasa saye ucapkan kat mereka yg berpuasa...siang2 toksah tanye pose ke idak,sebab memasing dah beso panjang kalo tak reti2 bahse gak...makan selipar la korang buka pose nanti..sepertimana diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah R.A.
"Barangsiapa membatalkan puasa satu hari dari bulan Ramadhan tanpa alasan dan juga bukan karena sakit, maka dia tidak dapat menggantinya dengan puasa dahr (terus-menerus) meskipun dia melakukannya...."
Tanggung la sendiri ye.
Bulan pose ni bulan amal ibadah, tp ade gak yg jadikan bulan pose ni pesta makan...tu lantak korang ahh...aku lak..bulan pose ni la time nak testing2 resepi yg jarang2 org wat...arini,aku nak ajor korang camne nk wat beger sendirik...sebab aku pelik,asal bulan pose je takde org meniaga beger..kecuali mekdi ngan kepci...nak carik tepi2 jalan mmg haram susah nak carik..mane ilang dorg smer nih...jd aku pun nak tanak..nak makan gak...wat la resepi sendiri..blasah je la labu,menu org bujang...tak sedap...saye tak dipersalahkan...miahahaha..mari kite mulakan..:-
Bahan2 nye :-
Bahan Daging Burger /patties
500gm daging lembu/daging ayam hancur
2 sudu besar bawang besar-cincang halus
¾ sudu bawang putih-cincang halus
1 biji telur
½ sudu besar-lada hitam kisar
1 sudu mustard
¾-1 cawan serbuk roti/serbuk biskut jekob pun jadik
(untuk daging burger ayam gunakan 1 ¾-2 cawan serbuk roti/serbuk biskut crackers)
¾ sudu besar herba campur-pilihan
Secukup rasa garam
Cara2 nak wat :-
Korang campur segala macam bahan tu dlm satu bekas.Gaul sesuke ati anda biar smp sebati ngan jari2 tangan korang...pastu bentukkan la cemane pun korang nak wat, bulat lonjong,petak,tiga segi..beger korang sendirik...pastu, letak atas frying pan..masak cam biasa korang masak..okeh..yg ni aku ajar tuk daging dia jer..roti2 topping smer tu, bergantung pada imaginasi korang2 sendiri...selamat beramalll~~!!
Sedar x sedar...dah seminggu dah kite berpuasa ye..laju je masa berlalu tau2 je mlm ni dah malam ke semilann...Selamat berpuasa saye ucapkan kat mereka yg berpuasa...siang2 toksah tanye pose ke idak,sebab memasing dah beso panjang kalo tak reti2 bahse gak...makan selipar la korang buka pose nanti..sepertimana diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah R.A.
"Barangsiapa membatalkan puasa satu hari dari bulan Ramadhan tanpa alasan dan juga bukan karena sakit, maka dia tidak dapat menggantinya dengan puasa dahr (terus-menerus) meskipun dia melakukannya...."
Tanggung la sendiri ye.
Bulan pose ni bulan amal ibadah, tp ade gak yg jadikan bulan pose ni pesta makan...tu lantak korang ahh...aku lak..bulan pose ni la time nak testing2 resepi yg jarang2 org wat...arini,aku nak ajor korang camne nk wat beger sendirik...sebab aku pelik,asal bulan pose je takde org meniaga beger..kecuali mekdi ngan kepci...nak carik tepi2 jalan mmg haram susah nak carik..mane ilang dorg smer nih...jd aku pun nak tanak..nak makan gak...wat la resepi sendiri..blasah je la labu,menu org bujang...tak sedap...saye tak dipersalahkan...miahahaha..mari kite mulakan..:-
 |
| gambo org len punye..tp percaye la camni la beger korang wat nanti |
Bahan2 nye :-
Bahan Daging Burger /patties
500gm daging lembu/daging ayam hancur
2 sudu besar bawang besar-cincang halus
¾ sudu bawang putih-cincang halus
1 biji telur
½ sudu besar-lada hitam kisar
1 sudu mustard
¾-1 cawan serbuk roti/serbuk biskut jekob pun jadik
(untuk daging burger ayam gunakan 1 ¾-2 cawan serbuk roti/serbuk biskut crackers)
¾ sudu besar herba campur-pilihan
Secukup rasa garam
Cara2 nak wat :-
Korang campur segala macam bahan tu dlm satu bekas.Gaul sesuke ati anda biar smp sebati ngan jari2 tangan korang...pastu bentukkan la cemane pun korang nak wat, bulat lonjong,petak,tiga segi..beger korang sendirik...pastu, letak atas frying pan..masak cam biasa korang masak..okeh..yg ni aku ajar tuk daging dia jer..roti2 topping smer tu, bergantung pada imaginasi korang2 sendiri...selamat beramalll~~!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
So Lonely
So far away
You've been gone all the while
I'm feeling lonely like a homeless child
This clown pretends
everything's all right
While his heart is breakin' inside
So lonely, so lonely for you
Oh baby, Oh baby
I'm so lonely
What can I do
I'm trapped
I'm livin' without you
You're all that I have
I can't leave you behind
The touch of your love
Oh it burns me inside
I should break away
But I've nowhere to run
I'm trapped
I'm livin' without you
Love gone wrong
Love gone blind
Tears may flow
Till the end of time
Can't let go
To what I left behind
I've awaited too long
So lonely, so lonely for you
Oh baby, Oh baby
I'm so lonely
What can I do
I'm trapped
I'm livin' without you
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
For Someone...
The time is crying in your little heart
It will stop our time and my dreams
Can you see the tears flowing from your eyes
When your soul leaves your body
So you're outside by this time
Many times Love will be born again
It always comes back from the sorrow depth inside
Until you'll face the truth
And slowly walk with me on usual way
I'll be with you
I've never loved anyone like this before
Any time, every time
I want to stay with you
I don't want to say goodbye.
I'm afraid of losing your love
I could never live without you
But my time doesn't forgive it
I couldn't understand why my heart felt so tight
And you couldn't leave my soul
Your love stayed the same
Feeling the voice echoing from the future
You'll cry with a sense of pathos
I hold this love and you by all means
Every time
Love will be born again
It always comes back from the sorrow far away
Until you'll face the truth
And slowly walk with me on usual time
I'll be with you
No matter how much time goes by, I love you
Any time, every time
I want to be with you
I don't want to say goodbye
I'm afraid of losing your love
I could never live without you
Forever
I need your love
I've never loved anyone like this before
Your smile, your soul ,please once again!
I couldn't say I love you
The pain of losing a loved one
I would never forget usual way with you
Time goes by
Monday, June 20, 2011
Deja Vu~
Salam,
Hari ni aku update lagik belog ini, kali ini di lokasi yg lain,dalam bilik hotel. Sebabnye, umah aku tgh wat major renovation,dan arini plak,re-wiring segala wire2 yg ada kat dlm umah tu,so secara otomatik,tiada elektrik di umah aku tuk 2 hari nih..nasib baik tuk hari minggu je.Lau ari keje,sawan gak gue nih...
So berbalik kepada tajuk gue... aku yakin korang2 mesti penah alami kan pengalaman deja vu ni,paling koman pun skali la...bile tetibe ko rasa ko mcm penah berada di dalam satu situasi"mcm penah aku lihat sebelum ini"atau "nape cam familiar ekk?" lebey kurang camtu lah.Korang rasa korang yakin korang penah alami situasi tu,cuma tak pasti bila kejadian tu berlaku.Haku baru2 ni alami camni gak,tp dlm mimpi laa...
Aku slalu lau tdo, aku selalunye mimpi yg pelik2.Lau bese org mimpi jadi hero/heroin pujaan dorang...aku lak slalu lau mimpi,mimpi survival,xpun mimpi pegi satu tempat yg pelik2,cam tgh2 utan ke,bandar kosong ke,kene kejar denosor la, jatuh bangunan laa,org kejar nak bunuh lerr...camtu ler mimpi aku...dan slalunye in the end,aku servaive,tu pun nyawa2 ikan...dan hari pun dah pagi....huk huk huk...Part mane yg jd deja-vu nye? slalu aku akan mimpi satu tempat2 tu,org situasi tu,aku akan ingat. X pun lepas pagi tu mmg aku terus lupa mimpi aku. Tapi dah lama2 nanti,sebulan dua ke,seminggu dua pastu...aku pasti mimpi lagi,walaupun bukan mimpi yg sama,tp watak,tempat,smernya familiar. Deja-Vu. Lau aku leh snap gambo mimpi aku tu,dah pastinye aku snap dan post,paling koman pun lukis.
Cam semalam,aku mimpi yg sama lagi lepas dah beberapa bulan aku x mimpi. Aku buka pintu rumah, dan kat tepi dgn depan aku macam satu padang luas, takde pokok,takde rumput,pasir semata2.Pastu kat kanan dgn depan aku ada satu kawasan berpagar, dlm tu smernye org2 tahanan, penjenayah2 yg kena tangkap. Keadaan dorang murung, x bergerak, cuma duduk sambil memeluk lutut beramai2..bukak la pintu pagar tu camne skali pun, dorg takkan lari kluar, cuma duduk kat situ menangis merintih beramai2...skali skala akan dtg satu lori besar,bawak dorng ni kluar,pastu ilang tak balik2...aku plak umah aku kat tgh2 diorang2 nih...sangat2 pelik...
Korang lak?
Hari ni aku update lagik belog ini, kali ini di lokasi yg lain,dalam bilik hotel. Sebabnye, umah aku tgh wat major renovation,dan arini plak,re-wiring segala wire2 yg ada kat dlm umah tu,so secara otomatik,tiada elektrik di umah aku tuk 2 hari nih..nasib baik tuk hari minggu je.Lau ari keje,sawan gak gue nih...
So berbalik kepada tajuk gue... aku yakin korang2 mesti penah alami kan pengalaman deja vu ni,paling koman pun skali la...bile tetibe ko rasa ko mcm penah berada di dalam satu situasi"mcm penah aku lihat sebelum ini"atau "nape cam familiar ekk?" lebey kurang camtu lah.Korang rasa korang yakin korang penah alami situasi tu,cuma tak pasti bila kejadian tu berlaku.Haku baru2 ni alami camni gak,tp dlm mimpi laa...
Aku slalu lau tdo, aku selalunye mimpi yg pelik2.Lau bese org mimpi jadi hero/heroin pujaan dorang...aku lak slalu lau mimpi,mimpi survival,xpun mimpi pegi satu tempat yg pelik2,cam tgh2 utan ke,bandar kosong ke,kene kejar denosor la, jatuh bangunan laa,org kejar nak bunuh lerr...camtu ler mimpi aku...dan slalunye in the end,aku servaive,tu pun nyawa2 ikan...dan hari pun dah pagi....huk huk huk...Part mane yg jd deja-vu nye? slalu aku akan mimpi satu tempat2 tu,org situasi tu,aku akan ingat. X pun lepas pagi tu mmg aku terus lupa mimpi aku. Tapi dah lama2 nanti,sebulan dua ke,seminggu dua pastu...aku pasti mimpi lagi,walaupun bukan mimpi yg sama,tp watak,tempat,smernya familiar. Deja-Vu. Lau aku leh snap gambo mimpi aku tu,dah pastinye aku snap dan post,paling koman pun lukis.
Cam semalam,aku mimpi yg sama lagi lepas dah beberapa bulan aku x mimpi. Aku buka pintu rumah, dan kat tepi dgn depan aku macam satu padang luas, takde pokok,takde rumput,pasir semata2.Pastu kat kanan dgn depan aku ada satu kawasan berpagar, dlm tu smernye org2 tahanan, penjenayah2 yg kena tangkap. Keadaan dorang murung, x bergerak, cuma duduk sambil memeluk lutut beramai2..bukak la pintu pagar tu camne skali pun, dorg takkan lari kluar, cuma duduk kat situ menangis merintih beramai2...skali skala akan dtg satu lori besar,bawak dorng ni kluar,pastu ilang tak balik2...aku plak umah aku kat tgh2 diorang2 nih...sangat2 pelik...
Korang lak?
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