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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Updated? Nahhh~~~

Salam,

It's been a while since i wrote here. Well, so many things that happened, people come, people gone in my life, can't say a words nor do something about it. Sad to see it happening, but that's life.

Diri ni mcm2 yg berlaku sekarang,especially on what's going on inside of me, celaru haru biru eventhough u never want to think of it, it will always come and haunted me.I tried to avoid it, but never successful in it. Damn it i really hate it, this is to be considered my second worst day in a year......after September...

i still miss her(A), but what can i do, she's with another guy. And to make it worse, i met that guy during my usual table talk with my friends the other day. Kadang2 tk faham apa yg perempuan fikirkan. He came to me, and sit next to me that day.Hati ni ntah la,mybe sebab jeles pun ada kan, tp takkan la nak tunjuk terus terang depan dia. "So this is Hyde," kami bersalam. Aku takleh wat apa2 just berikan satu senyuman kepura-puraan dari diri aku. Cover beb,dlm hati mmg dah tak senang dah,rasa cam nak blah je time2 tu gak....

Well, we talked, and i know he has a wife, and he came to tt with his gf,and yet dia sempat lg main msg with another girl yg dia kenal kat website,siap tunjuk lg kat aku msg dia flirt with that girl.He also told me that he has now nothing to do with A. Dan dlm situasi ni aku pun rasa serba salah sebenarnya,to feel happy because people is breaking up and making A sad,suffer and cry? aku terus terang aku tak tau apa yg aku patut rasa,sedih? happy? kecewa? sakit? i became emotionless....tp apa yang aku tau,aku nak dia happy,dia gembira,even it it cost me my life in darkness...until then...

Wahai bidadariku,
janganlah menangis untukku
teruslah jalani, hidupmu yang masih kan terus lalu..

Semua kenangan kita, adalah hadiahmu yang terindah,
Akan selalu kuingat dan kubawa serta kehidupan abadiku...

From the sky i see u and always loving you...

Selamat tinggal kekasihku,
Lupakanlah diriku,
Walau itu menyiksaku,ku ingin kau bahagia

Selamat tinggal kekasihku,
Ku tak bisa bersamamu,
Walau itu menyiksaku, tapi tak mengapa...

1 comment:

love aina said...

dont worry ... i dont have any speacil ocasion wif him anymore...com'n his hv his life..i've knew this thing frm d beginning...n ive draw d line..

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