Down and down and down......

Hari ni agak down sket...mb sebab aritu kot. Nape la aku ni pun kekadang bangang gak tak reti nak bace isi hati org len...macam x paham situasi yg org lain tgh hadapi. Dengan erti kata lain, low sensitivity of sympathy and empathy skill. X sesuai keje jd pengajar, ataupun keje2 yg berhadapan ngan org, sebab terlalu stiff,x pandai baca emosi. Bulat tetap bulat, tiga segi tetap tiga segi, xde nak ala kadar lebey kurang. Kekadang org pun malas nak cite,or cakap kat aku apa2...wat for? aku ni bukan pedulik org pun,kata org laaa....bukan kata aku. Takyah cakap pun tau,dari air muka pun dah leh nmpk. Itu perasaan yg slalu aku rasa.

How should i react to other people's problem? i don't even know how to deal with all those things. I could only listen. I'm a good listener, but not a good problem solver or a good person to be able to comfort somebody. i don't know what to do. Sometimes,i feel bad towards myself, for not being able to help,even when i really want to.

Huu...down sungguh...

Rasa cam nak jerit kuat2 kat atas bumbung umah aku malam kang...